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I Just Don't Know
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My dearest Lessica.
I have moissed this place.
I have missed you.
How are things with the boy?
So many things to tell you.
So many things to cry about.
I love you.
Me.
[TheCuteOne]
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2007-06-06 20:11:35 |
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Bulimia takes over your life and eats your soul
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How did you bring yourself to tell anyone - ive been trying for so long but i just cant find a way to - there arent many ways to get on to that kind of conversation and its degrading telling someone how much you hate yourself that youd rather kill yourself slowly than admit it???
also just a quick note for the person who left a comment below, you didnt read her post properly - if you understood how it feels to be consumed by such a hate for yourself you wouldnt even be able to contemplate being able to tell somebody your happy with yourself because its a downright lie its nothing to do with what society thinks of you - maybe it could be for a short while but it becomes so much more than that[bonnit]
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2007-04-16 10:30:15 |
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I Just Don't Know
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Welcome to the matrix. I lvoe that entry, as it describes damn well my own diary. One tip. There are not bitch here. This guy is using a excuse right from the book. He just want to f*** you but still be able to move out whenever he wants. I do that all the time! Men are not "emotionally unavailable". We freely chose not to get involved. Is not an availability issue but the realization that we can have other women, so why settle for just one? If you read my entries, you will know the amount of lies I pulled to string girls my way, and how I kept the same girl around me for literally years with empty promises, just for the sake of having someone to warn my bed. I know you probably hate me at this stage, so welcome to join the club. But mind you, there are true words in my message. Love, Mark. [lenahan]
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2007-02-27 04:41:23 |
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"My Curse"
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this is such a great poem!! i <3 it~~ [shortgurl]
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2005-09-11 11:02:09 |
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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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So YOU'RE the Cory Feldman movie chik Ashley was talking about....I know you!....Kinda.remember ? Lisa [MothaGoose]
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2005-01-28 20:53:35 |
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Survey Thingy
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YAYAYAYAY! Cristay followed my lead and did the survey thingie....you even stole my color....how does it only take three licks to get to the center of a tootsie pop? I will never understand that one either. I make you laugh? I'm so happy about that... Isn't starlight pretty? I don't know why but I'm on a starlight kick....Guess what I got!!! I got the Rainbow Brite and the Star-Stealer on DVD...they have it at FYE! And they also have the My Little Ponies first season on dvd as well....You know what? The 80's are making a comeback... Thank Goodness we were made in the 80's and have everything in storage... I was at Wal-Mart the other day and they were playing NKOTB....if you don't know who that is that's just sad. Oh well...I'll chat with you later sweetie...happy holidays! Come down to Florida soon!!!! Okay, maybe I'll come to Jersey soon....
*blows kisses*
I'm out like a fat kid in dodge ball....
Ashley[TheCuteOne]
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2004-12-17 18:00:32 |
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Survey Thingy
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Sounds like you are a pretty happy person in a fairly loving relationship. That's always nice to read about. I like the poems that I've seen here. You write well.
I'm going to steal this survey from you if you don't mind. I'll probably adapt it a little, seeing as how I hate the color pink. :) But it'll really help me with starting up my new diary, I think.
Speaking of that diary, if you check it out I will be much obliged.
~Anna :)
[Moonmixer]
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2004-12-11 01:28:01 |
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For You
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Very nice evening miss Cristabella...glad you had fun.... *blows kisses*
Ashley [TheCuteOne]
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2004-11-15 17:11:28 |
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Long time no see
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I'm so glad you're back on this thingie! I don't remember your LiveJournal account name so I haven't been able to read that yet. I will definately come up sometime during the summer. You will have to come down here when I get my apartment. Hopefully it will be before Christmas. I'll catch you later... *blows kisses* Poppet [TheCuteOne]
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2004-10-18 21:04:50 |
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HAPPY BITHDAY!
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Yes darling, Kevin Smith is a movie GOD! He would probably be the Buddah of movies....*sighs* I love his movies! [TheCuteOne]
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2004-04-04 17:39:08 |
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Hockey
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Yes I told him but he still loves her...he says I'll understand when I'm 'in love' but whatever. Have fun at the game hope Newt is okay! [TheCuteOne]
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2004-03-24 18:34:30 |
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Scared
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Okay...First of all...Matt is dead. DEAD!!!!! I'll be dealing with him....second of all...how sweet was your Valentines day? *gushes* I like Newt already! He'll be gettin my stamp-o-approval anyday now....Third...Billy Boyd...Pippin and you didn't even kidnap him for me! I love me some hobbits! *growls* Grr.... Lastly, Lessica Deary, you know everything will be fine. I'll be there for you like you were with me. It's probably not what you're thinking, but I suggest ruling that out FIRST! If you've been stressed that could have something to do with it. Are you constantly surrounded by guys or girls? If it's guys, the testosterone level is a little high and it will throw your menstral system off track. If you're hanging out with a bunch of girls it's simple, you are switching from your regular track to their track. Before going to the gyno I would do a few tests first at home so you're comfortable with everything going on. Talk to someone close to you, you know my line is always open. Get comfortable talking about this out loud and having someone respond to you and your comments. Ask questions if need be and for the sake of Buddah tell Newt what's going on! If you're freaking out then he is going to think something is up...it's better to have it out in the open and dealing with it together than to shut him out and push him away. Let me know if I need to move to Jersey to take care of you and this....it might take me a while to get the money but I'll do it damn it! You're my best friend and I'll be there to help you when you need me. I don't care if I'm stepping on Newt's toes either! *huggles* I'll talk to you later... Ash [TheCuteOne]
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2004-03-03 15:10:06 |
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Scared
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thx 4 the comment [letmecry]
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2004-03-03 11:55:47 |
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Scared
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i know how scared you feel read my latest entry, i had sex a few nights ago wid sum1 i like but we dint use protection im shitting myself get any advice give it me ive been in tears the last hour im dreadin it [letmecry]
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2004-03-02 15:19:54 |
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I Miss You, Miss You...
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awww that sounds like such a nice night!!! hehe u sound so happy! thats awesome!!! :) xoxo [NoIdea]
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2004-02-15 19:09:08 |
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Clueless
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congratulations!!! thats terrific! [NoIdea]
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2004-02-09 00:08:31 |
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Amazed
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awwwwwwwwwwwwww =) [NoIdea]
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2004-02-08 16:14:42 |
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The Good and the Bad
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get better soon! its so nice u have someone to look after u! take care xoxo [NoIdea]
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2004-02-04 17:30:17 |
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Elvish Song
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Very pretty! That will work well in WoT.....so did you get my email about the words? I need to know for my next tattoo.... Larissa [WillsLilPrincess]
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2004-01-29 09:59:41 |
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A fresh New Start
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What happened on what night? [WillsLilPrincess]
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2004-01-04 18:41:02 |
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Almost here
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HELLO! Haven't you seen Pirates of the Carribbean? 'Ello Poppet....you know the pirates called Elizabeth that when she was hiding in the closet....I loved it and well yeah.... [TheCuteOne]
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2003-12-17 19:39:32 |
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Songs
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Yayay! You wrote pretty stuff!!!! Hey...the songs and poems are good too....Congrats on being an aunt....it's a tough job but you can do it! Spoil the baby rotten...thats what I do. Poppet [TheCuteOne]
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2003-12-12 12:29:52 |
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Songs
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Hey. Your song is pretty good! [Betti]
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2003-12-09 16:53:38 |
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Revolution.....
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If you don't have a gift when you come down here then you can look at this place in my mall and I'll hook you up with my discount....its all sports they have EVERYTHING! Poppet [TheCuteOne]
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2003-12-06 17:19:15 |
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update
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Two weeks...yay... [TheCuteOne]
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2003-12-01 19:36:11 |
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Scared Shatless
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Be brave young Grasshopper...You are the Jedi Master of Cool....keep it real and see how you feel....Wow...I've played with too many Dr. Suess toys at work today....Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-11-13 19:43:36 |
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Scared Shatless
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goodluck i hope it all turns out well! [NoIdea]
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2003-11-08 16:49:02 |
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Scared Shatless
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good luck [PregnantGoth]
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2003-11-04 16:02:46 |
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poem
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That could be a problem.....the guy your cousin likes liking you.....o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o....some thingright out of a soap opera! [TheCuteOne]
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2003-10-26 13:43:51 |
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Depressed
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****THEME MUSIC PLAYS**** Have no fear! *jumps infront of Cristay* Your giggling homefry is here! *titters* C'mon I know that had at least spark a smile. I know how the whole I'm depressed thing is going. One word. Calvin. I want him so fucking bad but it pisses me off he blew me off after what my uncle did! I mean he's acting as if I did it. Wait....check my journal. Ash [TheCuteOne]
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2003-09-09 09:06:34 |
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Songs and such
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*shrugs* I'm lost! I have to go back and read what ever I wrote when I asked if something was only a game. Pretty songs....we could use em.... Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-09-09 09:02:26 |
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Depressed
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aww hun, everyone goes through stages where they feel like that, and its horrible that we all haver to feel like that at sometime, but just remember u r not alone. Things will get better, they always do, the only way from here is up *hug* take care [NoIdea]
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2003-08-28 02:35:49 |
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Depressed
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good luck to you and your future. dont worry, things will get better. [Beanhead]
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2003-08-26 20:20:13 |
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oye... tick crisis
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Yes it was Lisa's baby I was talking about, I'm sure you already knew that. But alas I'm happy my God Child has arrived! Well hmmm....ticks eh? You animal! *giggles* Rissi [TheCuteOne]
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2003-07-28 16:06:02 |
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oye... tick crisis
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Thank you....It was MY baby she was talkin about!!LOL:-D [MothaGoose]
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2003-07-23 20:48:34 |
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oye... tick crisis
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I cant believe that you had a tick to you. I would of been absolutely terrified, and thats really good that you got it off. [chicquita]
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2003-07-18 19:47:21 |
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"All I Have"
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I really loved your poem. You have real talent to write that. It was great. [chicquita]
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2003-07-08 00:06:06 |
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"All I Have"
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loved it [NoIdea]
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2003-07-07 22:22:21 |
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kareoke
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ahh summertime, fun fun fun! [NoIdea]
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2003-07-04 00:02:49 |
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A Tragic Week in New Jersey
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I knew the kid who died...he lives down the street from me. We all really miss him and feel sorry for his girlfriend. It was a bizarre tradgedy and on the street where it happened there's a bunch of flowers and pictures. It's a terrible shame. [Butterfli]
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2003-06-29 09:03:45 |
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Poems and Songs
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absolutely brilliant =) [NoIdea]
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2003-06-15 22:08:14 |
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All for You
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wow. i really liked that [NoIdea]
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2003-06-13 19:14:37 |
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A Tragic Week in New Jersey
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that is all so sad. I would have no idea how i'd react if my boyfriend was hurt or injured or killed. Or any of my close friends. or even anyone i knew at all. I think myself so lucky to not have known too much tragedy in my 18 years of life.l Tho i like to read entries like this, make me realise life is short and to enjoy it. Take care hun. I hope things get better!! and i hope something like that never happens to someone so close to u [NoIdea]
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2003-06-12 01:59:12 |
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I fogot!!
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U Fagot! [DEbby]
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2003-05-16 18:44:43 |
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lyrics
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i hope he gets it! good on ya :) [NoIdea]
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2003-05-10 02:47:19 |
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Oh Holy Lord on Earth!!
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lol u'd be suprised how many ppls diaries i leave comment sin just agreeing with their boys suck theory. well they do. BOYS SUCK!!!!!! ! [NoIdea]
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2003-05-08 05:51:49 |
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Oh Holy Lord on Earth!!
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ummmm....well he doesnt have to be your last hope and umm what school do u go to? [Anonymous]
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2003-05-06 11:39:59 |
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Don't Wanna Be You...
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Glad that you had another great night at your concerts. [chicquita]
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2003-05-03 12:09:51 |
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Don't Wanna Be You...
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gotta love that post concert ear ringing! [NoIdea]
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2003-05-03 02:49:42 |
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Results!
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Hey...I taught you very well....did you get the Brits digits? *seriously* Well did ya? Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-05-01 16:41:06 |
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Results!
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It sounds like you had a great time at your concerts. Thats really cool that you got to meet Life House, now that is soo cool. Your really lucky. [chicquita]
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2003-04-30 17:57:52 |
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Results!
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It sounds like you had a great time at your concerts. Thats really cool that you got to meet Life House, now that is soo cool. Your really lucky. [chicquita]
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2003-04-30 17:57:52 |
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Week Of Concerts
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Thats really cool that you get to go to all of those concerts and I hope that you have a great time at them. [chicquita]
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2003-04-25 17:32:28 |
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Looking Back
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Miss me? haha that's pretty sad. Don't worry, I'm still floating around but as I'm sure I wrote somewhere I'm getting bored of you two whiny little girls... [Debby]
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2003-04-23 13:10:11 |
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Looking Back
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The elvish thing was sweet...Geee...I wonder how Will is doing? Where has Debby gone? I'm feeling very unloved without someone bitching about me doing the noopy dance... Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-22 14:48:35 |
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Body and Soul
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damn thats beautiful [NoIdea]
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2003-04-14 23:59:04 |
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Body and Soul
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And whom is this about? I know about every guy in your life, which one??? Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-14 19:28:46 |
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My Diary
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Okay, neither of you know us and neither of you ever will. We are not lesbians, we are best friends. So Debby and Viper think what you want to think, we know the truth and we really don't care what your pathetic little minds come up with... I'm sure you only think that way to attempt to make yourselves look and feel better. Have great lives both of you, cause we could really careless. *waves* Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-14 12:31:35 |
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My Diary
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yeah...I agree with Debby...you and ur lesbian lover Ash are pretty corny. i'm so sorry that a person like you could ever be accepted into a decent college. What is this world coming to... [viper]
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2003-04-13 22:29:39 |
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My Diary
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I'm so glad you finally caught on to my comeback...better late then never I guess...I mean hey, I already knew (along with all the guys you've dated) that your intelligence and wit aren't really your best assets... [Debby]
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2003-04-13 22:11:06 |
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My Diary
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Debbie- I saw where your dick comment came from... yeah you're comeback was lame. [scooby4prezident]
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2003-04-13 00:57:02 |
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Week starts off well
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*in awe* Gee golly gee cuteone, thank you for opening my eyes to my immaturity. What was I thinking going up against the creator of the noopy dance? Damn it, i feel so humbled. I must admit I was taken aback when you told me go the poop away. I ask, what can one such as myself say to that? haha...oh lordy lordy lordy you make me smile. [Debby]
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2003-04-11 18:28:25 |
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Week starts off well
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I'm so proud of you Cris!!! I'll call you asap....Promise! *does noopy dance for cristay* Oh yeah college girl! That's awesome! I got pictures from the Super Soap Weekend that Cat came down for developed....We looked so cute and funny and.....well....US! I'll send some out soon. I sent what love means and got one more chance so I shall see what I can do! Enjoy and have fun! *smiles at Debby* You know, you're snide little comments don't bother anyone...go the poop away! We don't care what you think at all....we don't care what you just have to say....Are you going to bust if you don't comment on our entries? Well too bad I son't give a flying poop about you or your lame ass comments....You can leave now.... *waves Debby away* You've been dismissed so run along little girl, don't even think about interacting with the Big Girls... *grins* Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-09 11:20:18 |
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Week starts off well
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congratulations!!! thats is so great [NoIdea]
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2003-04-09 02:07:07 |
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Week starts off well
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Not everyone likes it up the ass...your preferences aren't everybody's preferences... [Debby]
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2003-04-08 21:23:50 |
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just another phase
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Did she say breakfast club? haha, and you tell me to get a life? You stupid cunt. [Debby]
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2003-04-06 23:09:11 |
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Just a Ride Home
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*yawn* [Debby]
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2003-04-06 23:06:12 |
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just another phase
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Man I miss high school so much! Table hoppin at lunch, ditching calss, the conversations before, during, inbetween classes and lunch. *sniffles* I misses my peoples!!! *scampers off to look at yearbook* Ashie [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-06 16:18:17 |
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just another phase
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i miss that about skool, lunchtime convos. ours were damn funny too, soime of the funniest times of my life i reckon! [NoIdea]
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2003-04-05 21:29:11 |
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Just a Ride Home
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Less, that name is 'Scenes of Delirium' okay? Hey Debby, get a fucking life and don't talk like that to my best friend...she is not just a ride home, maybe to a shallow person like yourself a good hearted person might be the prefect thing to use. I'm telling you and everyone else in this world, Not her. She is one of the most inspiring people in the world! She cares about everyone and would rather see others happy than herself. So....fuck off. If you knew half of the things she does for people you wouldn't think the way you do. She helps everyone. Not just people around her. People that are hundreds of miles away, people that don't ask for help because of their pride. She also helps ignorant little bitches like you whenever she gets the chance. So I must call it again like I see it: You don't know shit. Rissi [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-05 18:34:53 |
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Just a Ride Home
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To the cute one...hey *I* call em like i see em...thus my last comment. [Debby]
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2003-04-03 14:57:41 |
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Just a Ride Home
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NO!!! You are NOT just a ride home! *titters* You're not even a ride anywhere! Even though I wish I could get a ride home from you every once in a while. It would be so nice. To Debby...BITCH! *looks around* Hey, I call em like I see em. *Ashie* [TheCuteOne]
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2003-04-01 12:32:20 |
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Just a Ride Home
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yes...you are. [Debby]
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2003-03-31 16:18:31 |
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Just a Ride Home
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i feel ya hehe i liek it... it was good... and i know exactly that feelin [NoIdea]
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2003-03-24 16:48:05 |
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Just a Ride Home
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wow thats a really good poem :) [BHShuni0669]
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2003-03-24 14:56:41 |
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Just a Ride Home
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wow. that's really deep. [sexie_sweetie]
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2003-03-24 14:55:13 |
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misunderstood
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P.S. YOU NEED TO GET A FU-KING LIFE YOU NASTY FAT UGLY HOE IF YOU DONT LIKE MY DIARY THEN WHY THE FU-K DO YOU FU-KING READ IT YOU DUMB A$$ IM GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN AN KILL YOU AN IM GOING TO FIND OUT YOUR ADDRESS CUZ I HAVE ONE OF THEM KINDA COMPUTERS AN BEAT OF YOUR WHOLE FAMILY AN SH!T IN YOUR DADS FACE AGAIN AN THEN IM GOING TO RUB MY CU-T ON ALL YOUR STUFF EVEN THE WALLS AN GRAB YOUR TOYS AN STUFFED ANIMALS AN YOUR PELLOW A FIND THE DISHES THAT YOU MOSTLY EAT OUT OF AN THEN THE SPOONS THAT YOU MOSTLY EAT OUT OF IM GOING TO DRAG IN MY A$$ CRACK THEN THE FROKES IM GOING TO DRAG ON YOUR FATHERS BALL SACK AN THE PALTES IM GOING TO SHOVE IN YOUR MOMS PU$$Y THEN THE BOWLS IM GOING TO SHOVE IN YOUR LITTLE SISTERS LOOSE CU-T AN THE CUPS IM GOING TO LET HANG ON YOUR LITTLE BROTHERS D!CK AN JUST LET THEM HANG THERE AN THEN IM GOING TO TAKE YOUR PETS HOME AN KEEP THEM AN GIVE THEM A GOOD HOME UNLIKE YOU ARE DOING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEA ..................................P .S.S.YOU ARE REALLY PATHETIC. P.S.S.S. IF ANYTHING IS MISSING YOU WILL FIND IT IN MY PU$$Y SOME TIMES IT EATS STUFF ITS SO LOOSE THAT SOMETIMES I LOOSE STUFF UP THERE [wet soft cunt]
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2003-03-19 16:20:40 |
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play is over
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okay i donno if it was will that wrote that going back and reading the comment on another entry but Artimus (sorry if I spelled it wrong) I'm not a whore. I'm open on here, i don't have sex w/ guy after guy and well No... just, NO. You don't know me so don't presume anything about me. [scooby4prezident]
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2003-03-16 21:33:02 |
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Results of Opening night
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You STILL strike me as a whore...sorry, just...whore. [Artemis]
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2003-03-14 17:28:01 |
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The Unlucky Ones...
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...you strike me as a whore.... [Artemis]
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2003-03-14 17:25:08 |
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Please just don't play with me....
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sounds great but anyways i am so sorry that v-day was a bomb!! so do you thimk you will move out there and marry him?? do you like him that much well i guess i go to go so see you later!!hugz* ash [hottamole22]
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2003-02-18 22:44:49 |
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bla
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eh, men aren't dependable anyhow... Really take care of yourself. If you don't now, it will only be harder later on. Put yourself first. Reality is reality, you deal with it everyday, so if a few other people gotta deal too, oh well, it'll be worth it at the end. These are all people who want to see you doing well. Get better gurl. [Trudy]
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2003-01-28 23:12:57 |
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Changing
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You wrecked your car?????????????? And when were you planning on telling me this? You know how I am with accidents! I'm glad everything is okay, I cried when I reended someone too. Rissi [TheCuteOne]
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2003-01-25 11:55:36 |
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Changing
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I AM HERE. KNOW ME. [Evil Mo Fo]
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2003-01-24 15:26:28 |
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An Angel Standing By
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i know how you feel...when someone that you care about is "unavailable" it makes it harder and you want him more....at least thats how its for me....well buh bye ć [Dreambaby514]
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2003-01-15 22:54:44 |
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Car Accident
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The car crash, eh maybe not, but getting shat on deffinately. It's what happens when you break my heart dear. Bad things come around. [October Revolution]
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2003-01-15 19:22:44 |
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Car Accident
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Cristay your never gonna believe this . . . I had a vision yesterday and a dream last night bout your car accident its so freaky even down to the part bout your brakes not workin and how many people were in your car . . . [ashleyla210]
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2003-01-15 18:42:59 |
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Feel like I'm gonna puke
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Hey i just don't want to deal with you, because as a person i don't like you. Your not kind and shoved Ashley into our problems. I'm not being pariniod just giving you a hint. [October Revolution]
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2003-01-08 22:44:39 |
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No Regrets/ Little Tommy
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ummm where does it say your a bad person? I think your a tad to sensitive for someone who's 18 and dated a "little puppy" [October Revolution]
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2003-01-07 21:29:26 |
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No Regrets/ Little Tommy
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Less, I liked that. *You Told Me* There are so many people that would hide shtuff like that inside but you always write about it. Will who gives a shit who it is about? She wrote this from her heart and there was a reason for this. Why question who when you really don't have a right to do so. Don't worry about Will Less. He is a little boy. A puppy if you will, something to play with and have fun with, but not really committ to, you know what I mean? The whole 'paying for his whore' thing, I think he paid the wrong girl. If you guys didn't do anything then you are not a whore. You're young, just barely 18 years old. Hello! You're supposed to be out having fun and breaking a few hearts, it's healthy for you to do. I'm glad you and Geoff are having fun. Just be careful iight? I don't want to have to kick his ass while I'm up there kicking Will's ass okay? *No Regrets* Awesome! I'm so happy that you don't have any regrets...I sound like a bad influence. Who cares what other people think. If you don't regret anything then you never did anything wrong. I only have two regrets but I'll get to that later. *Little Tommy* Confused little puppy...err...uhhh...boy isn't he? My bad I didn't mean to make a connection with that one. We have got to write more stuff together! I swear, it would kick some serious ass. I'm going to go post in my diary in a few minute after cussing out that lil puppy that insulted you. Ta Ta! Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2003-01-07 19:51:43 |
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You Told Me
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who is this about? [October Revolution]
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2003-01-05 17:10:18 |
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And we all die young....
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*cough*wigger*cough* [October Revolution]
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2003-01-04 15:12:58 |
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Assuming is all we have
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You deny your own feelings, and really who gives a shit if you wouldn't know what to do if I'm gone. You already sent me away. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-31 17:38:00 |
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Assuming is all we have
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your in denial [October Revolution]
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2002-12-31 13:42:41 |
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ups and downs of life.
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you can't do this, you can't do I love you but i'm keeping you from me. It hurts like you wont believe. Pick one, either hate me and leave me behind or love me and we'll deal with what happens. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-31 02:09:02 |
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ups and downs of life.
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think of the children [October Revolution]
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2002-12-31 00:07:36 |
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A Lord and a Princess' Tale
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Hmm... why no entries? What's going on.. doesn't anybody love me anymore? lol ttys hun. [neige]
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2002-12-29 02:18:39 |
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A Lord and a Princess' Tale
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are u famous? haha. well i keep reading ur diary, and u sound famous. what is the photoshoop for? HHHHHAAA [halfLATINA]
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2002-12-27 23:46:05 |
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A Lord and a Princess' Tale
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anoon anoon [October Revolution]
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2002-12-27 17:54:37 |
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To my Lord Revolution from Your Princess Galadriel
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oh fair Princess Galadriel, we must smite the face of my father. But all is well, i fell asleep at 3 and i doubt you had a chance to call before hand. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-23 13:09:35 |
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Lord Of The Rings...
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Don't tell me anything that happened! [October Revolution]
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2002-12-18 18:21:06 |
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lyrics
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It never is. My advise,if it bothers you so much pick up a shovel and burry it. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-17 18:04:48 |
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things the perfect guy would do
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But - I forgot to back up... Nympho is good when it's with your lover... gotta get that good 'ol bed squeaking screamin sex to cheer you up after a fight (If you're into that sort of thing.. *angel wannabe face*). [Neige]
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2002-12-06 04:23:30 |
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things the perfect guy would do
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Nimpho is ok... trust is required though. (Gotta stick up for the nymphos... I like my regular bout of loud gratuitous sex...). Anyways, yes... you need trust for a living together relationship - a marrage 100%. For a marrage to work, they have to be your forever - not your 75%. That's different than being perfect - no relationship is perfect, they all take lots of work - but the work should be worth the effort and enjoyable. Don't expect too much for perfection... but you should be able to trust each other with your life. End Of Story IMHO. *hugs* Have a good sleep... I will. [Neige]
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2002-12-06 04:21:53 |
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things the perfect guy would do
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drew needs a good smacking it seems.. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-05 23:40:40 |
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things the perfect guy would do
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I have the perfect guy. [single_sexy_female]
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2002-12-05 14:31:14 |
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Boys and Girls
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I think you should forgive Will or at least try. Anyways the decession is up to becuase your the one who is hurting. And theres nothing wrong with being an intellictual, its just who you are. HUGZ [angel_baby15]
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2002-12-01 11:28:47 |
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Boys and Girls
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ I like this guy. :) Something about October rubs me the right way. I guess maybe it's just something about his verbalizations. Hope the tattoo does well Less, and Will... be a good boy and don't piss her off. lol Have a good night guys! [Neige]
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2002-12-01 05:09:58 |
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Boys and Girls
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*sigh* I'm crazy. I love you, and your way to good for me. I think i think to much, and i've learned to hate too much of what i think about. No matter what i say don't listen to me, cause it doesn't matter anyway, cause inside i love you. And yes i have no excuse for it. I just do so deal with it. I know what i said was wrong and i want to make it up to you. I want to make it up to you anyway i can. I think i shall sleep. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-01 02:46:59 |
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Boys and Girls
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you should hate me, i'm a horrible horrible person. I love you, but you shouldn't ever love me. [October Revolution]
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2002-12-01 01:50:14 |
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"the comment
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BOO YEAH... Nobody ever thinks of this. [Neige]
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2002-11-24 05:50:11 |
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tennage wasteland
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You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine-- but before you kill yourself, here are some things you should know. Suicide is not usually successful. You think you know a way to guarantee it? Ask the 25 year old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leaped from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. he lives in a fog. but, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12 year old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. what about a gun? Ask the 24 year old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too. But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it. Who will have to cut you down from where you hanged yourself or identify your boated body after you've drowned? Your mother? Your wife? Your son? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, ad he may do it ten years from now. You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left. Please steal this and put it on your diary. You might save another life. [Anonymous]
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2002-11-22 17:19:26 |
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Bulimia takes over your life and eats your soul
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I tell everyone this when they start harping on their body. There was a survey done around the world about body types that men and women prefer. It was shown that men prefered women that were not rail thin. If the people around you think that you need to lose weight then tell them to screw off because you are happy with yourself. Then get new friends because shallowness is one of the greatest unpunished crimes... Good luck. [kfitton]
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2002-11-21 23:22:51 |
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No Such Thing
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it's about love dying, not really a person dying... it's a metephor... [scooby4prezident]
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2002-11-20 17:46:27 |
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Nothing
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don't worry i don't really belive myself that easily. [October Revolution]
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2002-11-20 17:46:25 |
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No Such Thing
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why is it that people often think of death as a bad thing. I wonder... [October Revolution]
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2002-11-20 17:12:30 |
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Cattiness at it's highest peak...
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mmmm assss.... i mean no what?! Lol, kaits a bitch, i'll find some way to shut her up. [October Revolution]
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2002-11-20 16:33:46 |
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Once again I did a very dangerous thin
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Hmm... well... not sure what to say. From reading all your dairy entries you seem pretty nice - don't hurt yourself I say - too nice a person 2 lose. hehe [Neige]
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2002-11-18 04:39:48 |
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Once again I did a very dangerous thin
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Less i'm sorry, and if thiers anything i can do, just ask [October Revolution]
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2002-11-17 17:55:13 |
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F*ck adults sometimes
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Sorry about your parents; mine can be really mean too, but its only because they just love you sooo much. Even if they dont always show it. HUGZ [angel_baby15]
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2002-11-17 10:53:39 |
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Eternity (one more for the day)
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Wow!!! Did you right that yourself??? Its really good. I could never write anything like that. You must have a lot of talent. Thanks for the comment too and im sorry that yourlosing your friend Al. HUGZ [angel_baby15]
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2002-11-14 20:45:11 |
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Enexpected/Kindered Souls
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Hey Less, I like Kindered Souls....I think that is the name of the second one. I'll talk at you later. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-11-01 18:31:24 |
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Stuff
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Ali slapped him in class. So He knows I'm pissed at him. I dunno though. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-11-01 18:30:11 |
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Homecoming, Ex boyfriends, and Florida
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They are both pretty. I am hoping your parents will surprise you too. Doubtful though. Drew wants you to come see me? That only cause he knows you will be in a good mood afterwards and he might stand a chance of getting some booty. Speaking of booty....I have to tell you about Jason! I will later though. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-10-27 23:48:41 |
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Finally back
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Get it Lessica....Two dates for homecoming? Damn. I thought I was going to fly up there and be your date? *looks away hurt* FINE! LOL. I have got to talk to you. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-10-27 23:42:07 |
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just somethin
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Yes...do beware of evil men. But if you don't give in to them you will die a virgin, so my say is...bring on the evil men! As long as I'm not emotionally attached to them! Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-10-16 01:03:42 |
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SINGLE
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Single girls...Watch out world. Here we come. *sings SUPERCHICK* It's us against the world! *smiles* It's fun being single isn't it? Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-10-16 01:02:29 |
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Great song- here's the lyrics look it up
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Can we say FLOOD? The lead singer of LifeHouse singing that? o0o0o0o0o...slap my ass and call me suzy, I'm his. Him singing almost anything would do that to me though. Oh my puer is fixed now Less. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-10-01 17:06:30 |
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Great song- here's the lyrics look it up
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that sounds like a cool song..maybe i'll have to d/l it! by the way...scooby doo is awesome.. *hugz n spyder bytes* ~Sarah [spyder byte]
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2002-09-30 20:15:12 |
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Poem
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Less, That was so pretty. I know exactly what you're saying. I'll try to call you after you're home from school and we can talk more in depth about this okay? Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-29 23:38:21 |
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owie
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*cough cough cough* NERD! *cough cough cough* I mean, I hope it gets better soon. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-27 01:36:50 |
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"I Won't Let Go"
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Less, that was cute. I liked it a lot, but to be honest. The whole thing sounded like a chorus. It repeated a lot of the same stuff. Don't get me wrong, it's good. Just use more words and emotion with the next one and I'm sure everything will just fit together. I heart you. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-25 15:45:16 |
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OMG
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I am offically tired of writing so when I finish this I will not be writing another entry for my diary. And some people think two paragraphs is a long letter. If I broke this up into paragraphs it would probably be around 20 I think. Thats just a guesstimation. Okay. Enough with the trying to push the limit. I'm finally done. You can be happy.....oh wait! I forgot to tell you something. "I wish I were a little bar of soap. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. I'd go slide-y slide-y slide-y over everybody's hine-y oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. I'd go swish-y swish-y swish-y over everybody's tushy. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. I'd go move-y move-y move-y over everybody's booty. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. Oh I wish I were a little bar of soap. I'd go pass-y pass-y pass-y over everybody's ass-y Oh I wish I were a little bar of SOAP!" Yeah, you wish you had those mad rhyming skills. You wish you were as good as me. I think that will not be my first single. What do you think? Alright girl, I'm going. Here is the other half. What I orginally wrote was over 10000 charecters long. I did it! I had to add all of it to your message. So there are three parts. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-24 22:18:11 |
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OMG
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Oh! I should be sending you some pictures real soon of me and my niece from her first birthday party. They are in black and white so hopefully they came out good. I'm still putting my Senior Memory book together and it's taking forever! I swear. Then I have to start my scrapbook and I told Mandi's boyfriend Thomas *Tompie* that I would make him one too. He asked nicely and I can't refuse Thomas. My back hurts really bad. Anyways. So I was watching my soaps today; Port Charles, All My Children, One Life to Live, and General Hosital, and realized that they all have the same problems, well almost. It's like there is a pregnant woman on each trying to manipulate her man. The man is either in love with another woman, dead, or has committed a horrible crime. Then there are the hotties that play on the shows. Port Charles, dayum that Rafe. He is beyond fine. Okay. Mandi got me started watching that, and now I'm hooked on all of them. I'm not going to church anymore. the people there have offended me and the youth pastor practically called me a liar to my face. He told us to sing from our throats during choir, ummmm....NO. That is the wrong way. He is teaching them wrong. It hurts way too much. I'm not sacraficing my voice for it. I'm sorry. Mandi even said it hurts her. She's straining her voice. She knows better than to do that. I might not have a career with singing or anything, but I want to keep my voice. I have way too much time invested in my voice. I have had formal training since I was in the fourth grade. That is a long time. I'm going to start taking voice lessons from the same coach the fabulous Miss Allison England had lessons from. He worked with Britney Spears and Justin and Lance before they all got big. If you haven't heard of Allison England she is a wonderful woman, and a very talented opera singer. I met her and took a lesson from her, the things she learned from her instructor really works. Mandi and Ali took a lesson from her too. It's amazing at how well you sound after the right warm ups and stretching. She ahd us practically doing aerobics before we even started to warm our voices up. It was great. I should start doing that everyday now. I want to attempt to sing opera. I can do almost any other kind of music you put infront of me. I just ahve never tried to sing opera. It sounds so beautiful to me and I want to be able to do that. There I go. Something to put on my list of things to accomplish. Yet another dream for me. I think when I go to college I'm going to major in voice. I also want to learn the paino, so I need to start saving money to get a paino and then I can learn. So Lessica, when we move into our loft together we are going to have a music room. I don't care if I have to sleep on the couch. I will. I want to have a studio in my house and make my own CD. We can do it together! Tompie played me part of the song that he wrote for Mandi. It's so pretty! He told me that he is going to play it at their wedding in two years. Gosh! Where do they all come from? We need good men like that! He is currently making his own CD at his house. I'm so envious of him. He is so musically inclined it isn't funny. In all honesty, I don't think if you rolled all of the Moffatt brothers and Hanson brothers together that they would have anything on him. His music skills are phemnominal. I already asked him to play at my wedding. I would like it very much if my wedding song was one composed just for me and whoever I marry, but I doubt he would write a song for me. Who knows though? Okay, this whole writing thing is getting old. I need to hurry up and reach the limit now. Oye. Pain is shooting through my body as of this moment. Okay, so we need to discuss the tour soon. I know they will be touring very soon and I'm hoping to get hooked up with some tickets. I am working on it constantly. Then maybe we can get rid of Natalie for good. I think I have written over 4000 charecters so far what do you think? [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-24 22:17:19 |
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OMG
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ACKLES! Too many guy names on here. Who what where when why and how. I need to know this stuff. Which guy need a girlfriend and why are you perfect for him? Huh? If it's Jason you two already tried that route and I think you should let it lie with Jabberwocky. Don't go getting back into past relationships. Don't make my mistake. It's more of a pain than anything else. I'm telling you. Try being single for a while. Who knows? Maybe you'll find Mr. Perfect on our trip to London. As long as it is NOT my Wills. Then it's all good. Maybe one of his friends? LOL. I'm kidding. o0o0o0o0o....there is going to be a Prince William movie on ABC sunday night. I've got to tape it. The actor playing Wills isn't that hot, but it's not him we like. It's his character. Right? I'm actually wanting to see it. Hanson Hotline was updated again. It's weird, I can pick up the phone andytime I want to and hear one of the guy's voices. Now, don't get me wrong thats great, but I would like to actually have a conversation with them again. That 15-20 minutes wasn't enough. When are you goin to get online child? I swear! So yeah. I'm bored. I hope you liked your email. I wrote it in like 10 minutes. The song was playing the whole time. I got really bored. So now the cops are invovled in this? Let me know if I have to come up there and bust some heads in. I do have friends in the Italian Moffia I hope you know. It's not a problem. Someone could be sleeping with the fish in ten minutes. Let them fuck with you or your family. I will personally kill them. I heard that John and Tia broke up. Wait, ask me if I care. John and I are friends again and all, but the only way I would go back to him is if I wanted to get laid real quick and wanted to mess with his mind. I started working on my book. Oh, you didn't know I was writing a book did you? Well I am. I'm not telling you what it's called yet, but soon you will know. I'm going to attempt to have it published. Hopefully I can get it done. If you can't tell by now, I'm trying to see how long I can make this. So if there is a bunch of babbling that you don't understand don't woryy, I probably don't understand it either. Gosh, this is a lot of writing. And to think I still have to write an entry in my dairy and journal. I have an account at livejournal.com also by the way. Incase you didn't know. If you want the name I'll give it to you on an email or something and I'll email you an access code to make your own account. Damn, how much more must I write to fill this thing up? "T'was brillig and the slithy toves did gyre and gimble in the wabe. All mimsy were the borogroves and the momeraths outgrabe. Beware teh Jabberwock my son the jaws that bite the claws that catch. Beware the JubJub bird who shun the frumious bandersnatch. His vipor blade in hand. The maxim foe he sought. So rested he by the tumtum tree and stood a while in thought. As in uffish thought he stood the Jabberwock with eyes of flame, came whiffling through the tulgy woods and burbled as he came. One, two. One, two. And through and through, the vipor blade went snicker snack, he left it dead and with it's head he went galumphing back. And has thou slane the Jabberwock? Come to my arms my beamish boy. Oh frabious day calooh calay he chortled in his joy.And has thou slane the Jabberwock? Come to my arms my beamish boy. Oh frabious day calooh calay he chortled in his joy. Calooh calooh calay! Oh frabious day Calooh calay! Oh frabious day! Calooh calay!" That is Jabberwocky. We sang that in chorus and it reeks of awesomeness! You have got to hear it. Damn am I done yet? Samie says hi. Actually she said, "Meow." But that's her way of saying hi. You know I'm really running out of things to say now. [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-24 22:15:24 |
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f***.... Just f***
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You better tell that little bitch to back off before I have to bitch slap her. That is no way to treat my Lessica and family. She might want to watch her back, cause if I ever find out who it is I will personally fuck her world up. His too if it's a guy. So if the stalker is reading this right now, I would advise walking away and never looking back. Cause you gonna die... Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-22 12:41:58 |
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Stuck in the Middle
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Well your Toebody can't come up and thats that. I do need to talk to you though. I might be moving further south. I don't know yet. But it's all up in the air. I will let you know ASAP. Mike is a dweeb, but a good one. Matt seems cool. I like that one. Keep him around for a while. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-20 00:06:50 |
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Sad day in history
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Less, it will be okay! From what I can tell thats going on between you two, I think you are officially an item. Oye, you know the thing about Friday teh 13th being bad luck? Well, its not. Saturday the 14th is! Long story. Anyways. Yes September the 11th was a very sad day. My uncle and cousin spent that entire day thanking God to have survived. They both work in the Pentagon and were there when it got hit. Ass much as an ass my uncle is, he saved his oldest daughter's life that day. I love him for that, and that alone. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-15 01:40:59 |
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Clear things up
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I have no bf and thankful I don't... altho I do miss the kissin and the.... nevermind...I'll go now... I have to write in my diary...serious stuff I have to say....yours was serious too... but I just got hit with mine... [TheSessiBish]
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2002-09-10 13:21:31 |
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Clear things up
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It will be okay. I promise. Heck, the last guy I dated was a loser! Hell look at John! Wait...we didn't really date, we just fucked. *sighs* Oh well! I'll talk to you later girlie girl! Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-09 23:17:49 |
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My Angel
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Is Lessica falling for Flippit again? *sighs* Gosh girl! Take it slow and go easy on the guys! I really think you should be single for a while. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-08 22:41:26 |
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School and News... complete w/ griping
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Hmmm...this Mike kid. I don't know if I want you hanging out with him...I need to approve of him you do realize right? As for the Hershey and Nessley contraversy, I'm sorry to say, but it is part of the economy to do that. It might bring up new things for people to do then again it might now. They are both huge companies and I'm sure they have thought long and hard about this. It wasn't just jumped into. So, whats done is done, and you won't be able to change the future in class, if you want to do something about it you gotta speak up in public. I'll email you some ideas. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-08 22:38:27 |
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Senior year
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I have over 1600 in the bank for Sr Trip now!!! I'll go to England over Disney anyday! [scooby4prezident]
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2002-09-06 15:20:01 |
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Senior year
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Well, if you can get together $1600.00 together by March you can go with Ali and I to Scotland and England. My aunt is taking us and a few other kids. So you know that means we can run amok in different countries picking up the hotties. Having a blast with Ali and I all over the countries! So what do you say? Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-05 18:37:10 |
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Trust no one
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Lessica, You can trust me. I heart you! It'll be okay. That Brad guy can't have you! I'm sorry, but he can't. You are my Lessica! I went to church tonight. It was so fun! But soon I must go pick up Jessie and head home around two am, when she finally gets out of work. Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-04 23:11:45 |
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internet problems
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Eeewwwww Toe!!Ok anywayz.... Lessica.... GO GIRL!! hehehe serry had to say it....your units so far seem kewl! Wish mine we're like that.... They made me stop drinking champain (..?) one New Year... made me mad... Tho my Aunt got me drunk jus ...hmm... when was that?....ooo newt very long ago... and my units don't know....bad enough they know aboot my sex life...or lack there of.... [TheSessiBish]
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2002-09-03 10:44:26 |
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internet problems
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ACKLES! I got offered the PENIS tonight at Darren's house by Johnny Mack! EEEEEK! He has bad teeth, is a red neck, and does coke! I dont think so.... Toe [TheCuteOne]
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2002-09-03 01:01:39 |
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Car
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Sounds great Less...I gotta talk to you. *Toe* [TheCuteOne]
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2002-08-31 14:24:35 |
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Poster Girl
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I love it!! Very moving.... *~Moh~* [TheSessiBish]
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2002-08-30 15:23:21 |
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Poster Girl
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Lessica wrote another song. YAY! I like your songs sista! Well, I must go, Ali and I are going out to Darren's house for a few minutes then I have to go home and clean before daddy gets home tomarrow. Ali is stayin |
